:/ stressedd. ii soo seriouslyy hate mr. bala sia. feel likk hittinn himm everyytime. grrr. ii finallii updatedd afterr soo longg. verii unhappyy widd myy life nia. hope tinggs wldd turnn betterr. t0.oTy. :/
bleedingg redd// 12:10 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
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:] i m tired but still in smile. speech dae 2dae... woke up at 6am...kns. feelin grumppy. speech dae end le... no more rehearsal. no more x-tra tirin practices. aft speech dae ends. went out wif shirley, mei yan, jo, mama, men, jocelyn, lee mei n ah mah. tuu mac... ahaha~ met up wif diyan n sweetyy. then go eat waffle. then brought desserts. longan n aloe vera ice. yumm tok crap. tok bad bout kns* ahaha~ usual routine. then when hme. put dwn bag. when out shop. skipped tuition. slept. watch tb complained bout my bro tuu muh mum. he bitee my shiT.tyy- tats all ferr 2dae... :]
bleedingg redd// 9:37 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
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:[ angry...
sian lar... kns*... i hate her lar... alwaes copii ppl de... then take it as hers larh... tink ppl muz follow her arr... then boss ppl around... cum tuu us onli when no frens... gt frens le then leave us alonne... nv tink hu is the ones hu sided wif her n comfort her de lar... lie tuu us... soo mani times also... can rite a 12 vol book wif her lies le lor... hw i hope i dun even noe her lar... cannot trust her lar... tell her secret, nx dae everybodi noe... kns... when u nt involve in sth... u will purposely b involve de lor... tink we dun hav u den cannot ar??? i realli hope u can juz stutdup lor... alot ppl veri sick of u le lor... i feel lik beattin u up lor... i can't belife i m ur fren lor... no frens, act ke lian... gt frens, go back de same... i tot u change at da beginnin of da year lor... i tried tuu 4gt wat u did tuu mi last year lor... last yr my friendship prob is u create de lor... blame it all on my mama fer wat... alwaes breakk ppl up... nobodii wan hear bout u n ur stead lor... everytime tok bout him... lik we care??? er xin lor... act, act, act... lie, lie, lie... hope u will change lor... n tis time biig change... grrrr... fark u lar...kns* bloody chee bye...
bleedingg redd// 9:24 PM
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:] i m in thoughts...
Everyone hears wat u say.
friends listen tuu wat u sae.
best friends listen tuu wat u dun sae
If all my friends were tuu jump off a bridge,
i wouldn't jump with them,
I'd b @ the bottom to catch them.
Sum sae lubb, it is a river
tat drowns the tender reed
sum sae lubb, it is a razor
tat leaves ur soul tuu bleed
sum sae lubb, it is a hunger
an endless aching need
i sae lubb, it is a flower
n u its only seed.
bleedingg redd// 8:59 PM
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:] i m in all smiles...
speech day cumin le... nx sat... sian... 2dae full dress rehearsal.. soo fun...lollers... after npcc when tuu AMKhub wif men n jo... brought ear rings... kakaka... spent $$$... then met melvin n chia hao... theyy brought us tuu lee mei, jocelyn, mei yan n ting zhi... ate bubble gum... ahahaha... blewwed big, biig buubble... then POP! n scared miiee... kakkaka...i soo dan xiao... kneww sth bad bout karabo... eeeee... when hme...n watchh da wang zi bian qing wa... then went out again...
16th April shuet nie b.dae... nx mon... ahaha... :]
bleedingg redd// 8:59 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
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:] i m in all smiles...
2dae gt np trainin... kakaka... out of 18 cadets, onli 6 cum...ahaha 3 bois, 3 gerls... then we joined wif dared cross... aft da trainin... we plae games.. soo dumb lor... kaka... then i, carmen n jolene when tuu j8... i pierced my ear... three holes... two at da right... one at da left... suppose tuu pierce wif jo de... then onli i pierce... kakaka... jo soo dan xiao de... n summore she suggested da idea de... then e shop till 5 plus bah... then we go hme lor... i went tuu carmen de hse... then she bring miiee tuu da bus-stop... then when hme watch bugs bunny easter special... kakaka... soo dumb... nw at my grandma's hse... singin muh head out... ...
bleedingg redd// 9:23 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
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Midnight Sun Kaoru Amane, 16 years old, did not attend school but instead sang herself away every night after dark at a square in front of a train station with a guitar in her hands. She led a lifestyle opposite the norm, sleeping during the day and active at night. Kaoru was suffering from xeroderma pigmentosum (XP), an illness, which also might be described as the allergy to the sun, and was not allowed to be exposed to sunlight. The only motivation in her life was singing, which also was the only connection to the outside world. One day, an incident drastically changes her life… Kaoru returns home at 4:00 am, before sunrise. Outside her room window, she spots a high school student standing with a surf board in his hands. It becomes her routine to watch him and his friends come and go to the ocean every morning, before going to sleep. Their destined encounter takes place during the few hours before the break of day, drawing together two individuals that would have never met in daylight. However, Koji does not know about her illness. The two rapidly fall for one another and continues to meet in the city at night. Then one day, an incident leads Koji to learn of Kaoru’s illness. Kaoru gives up her first love telling herself that, “I shouldn’t have allowed myself to dream of a happy life. I am not normal after all.” She even gives up singing. Koji seeing Kaoru at such a state encourages her by suggesting, “Let’s meet only at night,” and comes up with a brilliant present for her. She had been leading a life carefully placing herself beyond the reach of harm, with no intent to pursue a dream. However, Koji had shone a light on her heart making her want to sing once again. However, her illness which has quietly progressed, has started to pressure her nerve system, keeping her from playing the guitar at her will…
bleedingg redd// 12:36 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
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:]i m in all smiles...
ahaha...
had da best b.dae ever...sooo touched! kekeke...learnt from mel wat ting a 13-nier can't do n must do...ahaha...went 2 ps...found a new way 2 plaza sing...met new frens...call june n another gerl i dunno...tooook photo wif jay[poster]...ahaha...crazy bout him...sundae going 2 cousin's hse n stay...n 2moro gt a weddin 2 attend...my parents going overseas...seems lik my hols gt nth interestin...but i sld b glad i can wake up every mornin...kekeke...had a weird dream...i dream tat i argued wif my elder bro...then my bro was carryin a knife chassin mi...ahaha...then i woke up...stupid dream...+.+ sucha short post...
i wan 2 noe mel's cousin...then she can take tings 4 mi...kakaka...
bleedingg redd// 11:42 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
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黄金甲/Jay Chou
超喜欢你/飞轮海
JEWEL/Ayumi Hamasaki
Jigoku Shouju Openin Theme[Season 1]
Jigoku Shouju Endin Theme[Season 1]
Jigoku Shouju Openin Theme[Season 2]
Jigoku Shouju Endin Theme[Season 2]
All of my fave videos...n song...ahaha...took a long, long time 2 put them 2gether...ahaha...
bleedingg redd// 10:33 PM
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:] i m in all smile...
ytd tuition was fun...ahaha...woke up at 9:44...drank 3 cup of coffee...coz tat time i slept through science tuition...soo shoik...ahaha...da teach soo damm farni...she curse basket n crap...ahaha...espescialli when she dunno how do qns...n lowel kept on askin qn...ahaha...n da teach dress soo nice...ahaha...lol...her fashion style btr then miss chin...woah...miss chin alwaes dress weirdli...lol...lik traffin police...mayb she tinks tat traffic polices r fashionable...ahaha...but i learnt more in da new teach lesson..ahaha...aniway...ytd was Ting Zhi b.dae...HAPPIE B.DAE TING!!! ahaha...coz it is 2am now ahaha...when 2 grandma's hse...ate dinner...plaed diner dash...blah, blah, blah...cannot do tis n cannot do tat...u noe wat grandma's r...lol...i hearts my mother's mum...ahaha...she is much more btr...mayb she took care of mi since young...ahaha...feel lik cryin...ahaha...5 more daes 2 my b.dae!!! gettin soo xcited!!! 15 more daes 2 da season of giving n sharin!!! i wonder if my father putin a christmas tree up...ahaha...
bleedingg redd// 2:01 AM
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!t0.oTy
felicia goh si hui aka tootyy.
chongg boonnite.
integrityy e one (3e1).
15th decemberr 1993
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